I am going to TRY to shine a positive light on all this. I am not taking what you are going through lightly, so don't think that. I have been where you are and know how earth shattering it is.

BUT.... This is a chapter in your life that is coming to a end, that door will close but there will be many other doors for you to choose ahead. When one door closes, another opens for you! Just in time for the New Year, you will have a whole new life ahead and it will be what YOU make it. I put my new life in God's hands and trusted Him and I have to say... HE HAS taken care of me, VERY well! I was like you, could not afford to pay rent and had very little income. BUT, I have always had what I needed... not everything I wanted but I did have what I needed. You WILL do fine, you WILL be OK! Worry if you must but always remember.... The best revenge it to show them you can do BETTER without them!