LOL.... thanks for taking me back to memory lane!

In 9th grade I crushed HARD for a boy named Bill... he looked just like the Karate Kid (hey - it was the 80s, what can I say?) Dark sexy eyes, dark wavy hair, confidence... yum. Gosh, was I in love with him, I giggle to read my diaries from back then. I was truly obsessed! I look back now knowing what I know, and I'm certain he liked me too, but didn't do anything about it because we were from two totally different cliques. And everyone knows, you don't date outside your clique in 9th and 10th grade!

Then I moved and developed a HUGE crush on a guy named Wesley. He was chunky (but so was I) and FUNNY. Sweet, sensitive, did I mention funny? I would like to know what he's up to today, but I heard he's gay. Oh well. I carried my crush on Wesley from 10th grade to senior year. I know at one point he wanted to ask me out, and had someone ask me for him... and I messed up by saying "why would I want ot go out with him?" Have I mentioned how incredibly shy and insecure I was? If he asked me out himself, I'd have said yes, but since he had someone else do it... I freaked.

Then came college, and I had a few minor crushes here and there, but nothing special. I outgrew crushes and haven't had one since college.