There is a site that I deeply appreciated when I lost both Patches and Magic within a year of each other.

It is: http://www.in-memory-of-pets.com/

I was able to put a permanent tribute to each cat on their site. Even though I cried and cried at the time, it really helped to be able to have these tributes to go back and visit.

And yes, time - I just hate to say that - but the pain does lesson and you have to go on.

But don't hold back the tears - cry until you have no tears left.

Again, prayers and hugs go out to you.