My parakeet just died a two months ago. I know its not like a dog but he was such a sweety. The happiest one in the world! He actually used to nuzzle me. I sometimes cry about him too. And you did the right thing by taking your friend that said that off your chrismas card list. A Dogs love lasts forever. They are special. They don't tell secrets or make fun of you. I am very sorry for your loss. VERY! ~ Maltese