Hon, it does sound a lot like anxiety. I had a friend in high school who's brother couldn't make it to school most days...it was due to extreem anxiety. He ended up having a therapist come to thier home and they had sessions there.

Therapists WILL understand that and could make a house call.

You may benefit from some anti-anxiety meds. Don't be upset about drugs, its just a chemical imbalance that needs medication. There's nothing wrong with you. Everyone has something health-wise that needs a bit of help.

I'm here if you'd like to talk about it.

Hugs,
Kelly