Thanks guys. It was a bad day prior to that (one of those "everything that possibly could go wrong, did" deals) and it was just the straw that broke the camel's back. In addition to that, the last two weeks have been really emotional for me so even though I'm trying to tell myself to ignore what they said and not to take it to heart, it's really hard not to. My self-esteem was never high to speak of; since I've begun "showing" it's gotten even lower.

I guess it also doesn't help that after his softball games tonight, my husband opted to go out drinking with his buddies instead of coming home when I told him I really needed him. *sigh*

There's something even more depressing about having a day like that, a husband to whom going out with the guys is more important than you, and going upstairs to an empty bed.