I'm so sorry, Jen. I've been on meds for depression and anxiety for a few years now and know first hand what happens when you miss your meds. You recognize the signs, you know you need help, and you reached out to us for help. Good for you!!! That's the hard part. Since money is a problem, I'll kick in a few bucks. We care about you and want to help in any way we can. Another option is to call some of the local hospitals, some have free clinics. If not, they may be able to connect you to some place where you can get what you need. We're here for you, sweet Jen. Just keep posting, okay?