((donna)) nothing is worth losing your sobrierty over, and for sure this piddly wimp excuse of a job is not it. while there were things that were good, there were things you hated. please get to a meeting/call your sponsor tomorrow am., file your unemployment papers, get your food stamps and , in my opinion, don't call your brother, he might love you, but he cannot help you right now with his behavior, and you need to
take care of yourself emotionally. ((hugs))