I was fooled once by someone awhile back and I've been quite cautious in simply believing everything I read since. I've felt some doubts since the incident with "Country," which happened conveniently after people questioned if Country existed. I have suspected for awhile, with many of the quite dramatic threads mimicking things that have happened to others, i.e. Lexi's tail hurt after Kiara's tail was hurt, Lexi getting bloat after Dale got it, the abuse thread mentioned and so on.

Paula, if you are reading this and things are the way they appear, I realize you are most likely wanting more than anything to feel loved and cared about, but you would have been without creating stories like this. You've always seemed to want so badly to be liked and be a part of things, and I understand your need. I just don't know what to say though at this point, when you destroy people's trust it is very very difficult to regain it. I know you must be very sad and alone. I hope though, that you can be brave enough to come clean with everyone.