Michelle,
I've read this thread a few times, and am finally responding.

I mostly just want to echo what everyone has said, you did the right thing for Lilith, and you knew what would be best for her and she's pain-free now.

I am sorry that I haven't PMd, I have thought about it. I'm not good with words, at all, and am always afraid they will not come out the way I want them to.

I have been thinking about you and Guido everyday. I hope that you can realize that you both made the right decision for Lilith by letting her go without any suffering.

I am very glad to see you posting a little bit. I know you won't be around as much as usual for a bit, and I understand, but PT definatly is not the same without you, and your kind posts.

(((Hugs)))