someone told me you came back and I had to check this thread - I am already sharing tears with you both..

I'm still so broken coming back here after what happened to your lilith. when your little angel (who meant so much to you means so much to me too) went gone, I didn't feel the pet talk or even my ark was the same as before. not at all. I couldn't come back for three days either. I came on just yesterday, hoping I find your threads/posts but nothing, and posted not more than 10 lately -- some goodness to stick around at least. I'm sorry if I was so heartbroken and couldn't know what to say & PM you but please know I thought, bleed about all of this for you four. I still couldn't believe it, how all of this happened so fast..

furrykidsmother just said it perfectly first, you had to do that, not this. please only allow yourself feeling guilty if you thought of yourself and tortured her, did you? you didn't, not a bit! we all know (especially lilith) you did more than you could do for her. you're questioning yourself because you never did wanted to let lilith go. not for a minute. I know what-ifs can be pain in the neck, but when a door is closed, there is another window open...you can't see it right now through the pure pain you're feeling right now, michelle.

in fact, I still have not seen a window open yet after I lost my boy kitty last year.. so please remember you're holding by me very close. and lilith is painfree, feeling bad you & guido couldn't hear her bell everytime she's running in her full speed, romping around with our rainbowfurriends in wildflowers up there,..oh how good does that sound? we all can't wait until we all meet again on a special day.

(((((MICHELLE))))), ((((GUIDO)))) & {{{{VIXEN}}}} ..we all love you always!!

..gina & the whole fuzzfaeries from ark