Guido, I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.

I was thinking a lot about you, Michelle, Vixen and Lilith last night. I was explaining to my husband about what happened. I was telling him how angry I was that such a beautiful creature can be given to us, then taken away so quickly, and how I will never understand such things. His reply to my comment was, "wouldn't you rather have 18 months of wonderful Lilith, than nothing at all?"

That got me thinking that yes, her time here was far too short, but, you had time with her, and she changed your life. Please cherish that and always remember what she taught you. But as Sirrahbed said, it does get easier.

Lilith, please tell my RB Velvet and Alex that I love and miss them very much.