I was reading the new posts and had a thought. You have such wonderful recollections of Igrid and Louie that you ought to write them down. I did that when my Sami died. Everytime I thought of something funny, sad, silly that had happened to us I jotted it down in the memory book. That way it makes you feel better now to have those recollections and you surely won't forget as the years go past and the memories aren't quite so clear. Anyway, it allowed me to cry, remember and ensure that the memories won't be forgotten in the future.