I just cannot deal with it right now.. I had a really bad break down only 3 weeksa ago & I'm still very sensitive. I'm also dealing with the whole moving thing & this is just too much. Maybe I'll post something later, but I wont have Fifi then. cause I'm, not bringing a spider to my first home. I'll just let her go in my room before I start packing it all up. So manybe she'll hide in one of my boxes & come with me on the move anyways.