Thank you everyone. It means a lot to me, to have you all here, to talk to. I hate it when things can be going so right for someone, like my sister who just got a new horse, and so wrong for me. It gets so frustrating.

My brother, sister in-law, and nephew are coming home today from Pheonix, AZ to here (minnesota) I am so excited, I havent seen them since March. Hopefully having them home, and having someone else to talk to will help.