Dr. Feeman, the vet on call today, called to say that Puddy's levels have come down but certainly not to the point where they'd like them. Before they were 3 & 4 times higher than they should've been. Now they're 2 & 3 times higher. He advises keeping her in over the wknd. This is exactly how it went w/Peeka. I kept her in and the levels didn't go down as they should've and then her liver shut down and I had to put her to sleep. Dr. Feeman is going to call me w/an estimate of how much all this is costing me. I already know from her last visit there and that was only 2 1/2 days. This time it'll be 5 1/2 or more. I wouldn't mind the money if it was giving her relief. But she isn't eating and that's because when your kidneys are bad, YOU'RE SICK!!!!! I feel just awful about this. JUST AWFUL!!!!! I don't want this for my little girl! But I feel I need to give her every chance. There has to be a point, though, like there was w/Peeka when I say "no more".

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