I know what you mean. I posted a long time ago about my furbabe, Jewel, who was run over by a car and died in my arms. It was awful. It does leave a scar and a huge hole in your heart.

I am so sorry for your loss, and if you ever want to talk, I am available. (((((HUGS)))))

R.I.P. Alice, you are so greatly missed.

Steph and Jes