Kim, after reading Debbie's post I now feel so inadequate to even reply. I can see that she, having experienced some of the feelings that you are probably having, is in a much better place to respond. It is always helpful to hear from one who has *been there.* When I am distressed about something I, like Robyn, turn on Christian music. The words always speak to me and help get me *back on track.*

I can tell you that I miss your posts and miss seeing that little granddaughter of yours. You will be in my prayers Kim, and there are lots of people who do truly love and care about you. ((((hugs))))