Depression is an awful, horrible disease.
You, on the other hand, are a wonderful, caring person.
All the love you have given to all the kitties of the world is being reflected back at you right now. Maybe it, with sharp kitten teeth and wiley old cat persistence, chip away at that awful barrier called depression until rays of sunshine and love find you.

Remember that you are very special to us, to that precious grandbaby of yours and to so many people, whose homes are now graced by cats that you helped rescue. That is such a gift, and it keeps giving those homes love and laughter year after year.

See what great things you do in this world?