I'm very sorry you're having this problem.
I know what it's like though, Although I'm a bit younger than you (almost 18) I used to go to school (much like work), come home - play with my dogs and what not, go to bed and do the same thing the next day. I got sick of never doing anything and got more confident in myself. Although at first it took a bit to get people together and doing something, I'd just randomly call one of my friends up and ask them if they wanted to go here or there. Even if it was to just go to the beach to watch the sunset, it was nice and something to do. A lot of my friends (including myself) are into photography so it was a fun thing to do for us.


You know, there are a lot of people from California on here, and quite often people meet some of their best friends from online forums. I know i've met 3 of my best friends over the years from here, and although all 3 of them live in different states than me, we see eachother as often as we can.

Going to the dog parks and such is a great idea. Maybe even join some online communities that were made for people in your area(livejournal.com, myspace.com, etc.. have different city-oriented communities.) San Diego is a rather populated area (I think??) so i'm sure there's got to be some sort of online community out there. I recently this year met a guy off of myspace.com with common interests as mine and he's become one of my best friends. The best fun we have is going out and shooting pictures together.

Good luck to you.

Kay