Thanks liz Your words made me feel so good that I might even feel semi-alright if it doesn't work out. I'll be heart broken thats for sure, but I'll at least know I'm doing it in Lolly's interest and I know my responsibility always lies with my current pets. I would LOVE to take in another but know I can't do it unless the other three are accepting. If it doesn't work out this time, I'm sure it will sometime. I just keep getting devastated every time I try though.