aww I know how you feel I get that way before cow shows and playdays but I just have to keep telling myself that it is okay I have been working on this it will be fine and that If I am nervous my animal will be but if I am calm then so will my animal so if I am calm then hopefully nothing can go wrong .... I hope that made some sence ...but just don't worry....I am the biggest worry wart so I understand ...take a deep breath and just breath everything will turn out okay I will be praying for you!