I am missing him so much, i feel so incomplete, i just can't believe it still...but it is hard to realize, i will go outside, and Hanson would come running to the door whenever he heard it open, but there is no Hanson, it is just weird, i am used to him to do something, but it never happens anymore, its hard to explain this feeling, but the sadness is so hard! I am trying to remember all the happy times we shared, sometimes it makes it better, and sometimes it makes things worse...