I can't stand arguing, it just gets me so tied up in an emotional knot. I think because I get torn between my anger and my fear of hurting the person I'm arguing with or getting hurt myself. Sometimes I've gotten so angry, I've said something hurtful, and then I can hardly live with myself later on, the remorse is crushing. At the same time, that inhibition makes it hard for me to express when I'm feeling angry about something so more often than not I hold it in, which can sometimes serve to cause resentment to fester. It's a vicious cycle . I don't know that that's really a rant as much as just something that I struggle with.

As far as a specific rant, I just feel completely burned out on my day to day routine right now. I need a break away from my work and from sitting and typing all day but I can't afford to just take days off because then I don't get paid. There's just nothing much that I feel I can look forward to right now in the near future, and it has me feeling unmotivated and moody the past few weeks.