L-A, you've been through a lot of things to deal with...

His picture fell from the book shelf... I'm sure they are still around for a while, to make sure that you're alright. I know it may sounds weird, but when I came home after I had to put my Katz to sleep, there were some familiar noises and sounds in my rooms as if she was still there...

If the pain ever goes away? Well, I would say the nature of the pain changes with the passing of time. The emptiness goes away eventually, also the feeling of disbelief, and one day - it can take a while - you might realize that you remember the good moments you shared with your little cat boy and then there will be a smile on your face coming from these memories, and not only tears - still bitter sweet, but warm and full of love...

Kirsten