Gary -

The pain in your heart is a measure of how big your heart is; only someone who truly loved Pouncette and her kittens could do whats best for THEM and send them to a home where they would be cared for, loved and be 'only' cats, despite loving her yourself.

You were there for her when no one else was, and put her happiness and needs first. It takes a big and unselfish person to do that.

hugs -

Laura