slick, I'm sorry you had to bring me back to this.

yes, I see gini was stating the fact but after I only wanted answer cass's question? this BBQ isn't a secret and the date was posted a long time ago then cass only needed a one simple answer she has been waiting for two/three days and then it's like gini was saying I shouldn't help. it was just a bit harsh for me.

why harsh? "I don't think I shouldn't say anything more" was where I wanted to stop but you spitted it out so I'll spit out the truth now. I've been holding this for too long anyway.

as for gini, have never responsed to my PMs about a month and half or so ago and ever about needing her shoulder while I was in the hospital and you don't consider it a bit rude at all? then she was telling us to 'feel free'... she knows.

and I got two PMs from two people, said that I should not be going to the BBQ awhile ago. also there's a couple of others who have said bad things to/about me. all of them are posting as well as in here. so the truth, I'm not being invited. why? do I understand why? no.

sorry guys if I have pointed at some of you by saying "you people" but I didn't want to say the names, making them look bad is last thing I needed. just that a few of you here know what we are/I'm talking about. you see, cass, maya&inky and many others wouldn't take this personally, get upset at me, etc., but you did, slick...before you could ask, and I wonder why.

I don't know what this woman's problem is as she's the one who has all this started and made me look bad without having me say a word to anybody else then I just got tired of trying to be nice, waiting for their p/m responses before. I don't understand why I'm treated like this at all. you always can stick with your friends but I have known the truths. I beg this not to continue in here...that's why PM system are invented. I can't care if others don't.

thank you.