And, my whole research into religions and beliefs is because I am yet to find a religion that I believe everything about. I don't go to church because I'm not sorry for having sex outside of marriage, simple as that. So, I'm constantly trying to learn about other options, because until I can believe something 100% and practice it daily, I won't be a part of it. I can't be lukewarm. that's why I don't consider myself really anything, besides spiritual, at this point.