You aren't a bad Meowmie! We all try and do the best we can for our furkids, but no matter how hard you try sometimes things happen. When Gidget came home from surgery, instructions said do not let cat jump or climb stairs. Well, minutes after she was home, very carefully opened the door to check on her, wooosh!! Gidget runs down the stairs!!! She was just fine. Also, you were there to witness the events and got MooShoo cleaned up right away, so just keep an eye on his wounds and I am sure he will be just fine.