Don't be sorry, I understand how you feel, almost. My friend gets almost EVERYTHING she wants. *HUGS* It will be okay!

Now with this "no-animal" camp for your own good....That is insane! Prayers are being sent you way! Vent whenever you need to, I know that I'll listen!

Cry, yell, scream all you want! It can help, and there is no law stating that you can't.

Steph

ps. Jesse is sending kisses your way too!