oh no, very sorry I don't understand why so many have left you.. I'm so sorry.

I didn't understand when it happened the same to mine, out of my four boys, there was a girl runt, only ten days old and she just died .. just gave up her little heart up. (we fed her every four hours by tube). I think, if he wasn't healthy at first, it's best to lose him sooner. the more time you had with him, the harder!

hugs for you!
-gina