The love you had for your little friend clearly shows in your message. She was indeed a most beautiful cat and I'm sure lives on in your memory as much as she lives on at the Rainbow Bridge waiting for the time when you will be re-united. It is always hard reading about a deceased pet-of-the-day, but it's wonderful that we can honour our departed loved ones in this way and sharing the grief in this special way helps the healing. Hopefully another little one will come into your life to help bridge the gap Miss Muffett has left. I wish you healing and the content of a new cat-friend when you are ready