I can't thank you all enough for your support. It really was a hard decision but she was brought to the bridge yesterday. She's up there bruxxing with all of my other girls.

It feels so empty in my house, granted I have dogs, cats, ferrets & a hamster, this the first time in 16+ years where I don't have any rats. There is a large void in my home & heart. It is very odd, this is the first time in a long time that I don't have an urgent need to fill the space in my heart that is now left blank. Don't get me wrong I will have some loving ratkins in my furry family someday but I have to wait until the time is right.