Awww Cass, I'm really sorry. I know how hard that was for you.
I had a dog his name was Kato. He was a sher-pei pit bull mix. That dog was the love of my life. Him and I had such a connection and bond with each other. He came up missing one day. We are pretty sure someone stole him. I thought I was going to die when I lost that dog. I still cry over him.

I had a dream one night that I found him in the back of a pickup at the grocery store. It was so real. I woke up and realized it was just a dream. It was awful. So, I know how you feel. I really am sorry Cass.