Hey there, JenLeckenbach! There's no question that you have fallen completely in love with Shilo but that's what we cat lovers tend to do. And from my own experience, it doesn't take much at all. From what you said, it sounds like Shilo has taken to you too. And that makes things even tougher. May Shilo find kitty heaven in a loving and caring furever home... could it be yours?????