It is over. Killian, my Love, is gone.

**captain** · 04-14-2005, 09:43 PM

Oh Sue - you need a sign ............

That brings tears to my eyes ........... because I saw such a beautiful sunset the day Killi passed ......... and I was sure that was from him ......

The same happened again on Dale's passing ..........

I pray that you get to see that, or even something more beautiful. I KNOW that he is looking down on you ........ Loving you, every single day

{{{HUGS}}} and prayers
Michelle

**Sudilar** · 04-14-2005, 10:04 PM

Thanks, Michelle. Maybe I am getting signs but my heart is too empty to notice.....

**anna_66** · 04-15-2005, 07:45 AM

Originally posted by Sudilar
Thank you everyone. Some days are good days and some are sad, like today. I am waiting for a sign from Killian that all is well, but I haven't gotten it yet. It makes me sad. I miss him.

Oh Sue I totally understand and I'm sorry

It's been 7 months and I still haven't gotten a sign from Angus. I guess that's why I still just can't get over him.

I pray your sign comes soon.

**finn's mom** · 04-15-2005, 03:56 PM

I just saw this post.

I hope you all see the signs you need to help you with these passings. I lost my heart dog, Bruno, and, I know it takes awhile to stop crying. Having Bruno's urn helps me, I hope you can find something to help you.

RIP Killian.

**LuckiLab03** · 04-22-2005, 04:08 PM

Rest in peace, Killian. You were a sweet, handsome boy.

hugs to you and your family during this tough time, we all know how hard it is to say goodbye to our furkids..

**Sudilar** · 05-31-2005, 12:05 PM

Killian, my Love, you have been gone for two months now and the pain is just as strong as it was when you left.... but now it comes in waves and it is not so constant. I still miss you, my Boy, everyone here does. Shiloh is a changed girl now. I have never seen her so quiet and tolerant of other dogs now. I think she is missing you very much.

As you know by now, Killi, your favorite girl, Cutie Cody, has come to RB. I hope you finally introduced yourselves and you are showing her around the Bridge.

All my love, forever and ever.

Mom

**K9soul** · 05-31-2005, 12:43 PM

What a beautiful image Sue, of Cody girl and handsome Killi bounding about the bridge like a couple pups, both of them healthy and completely free of their pain and illness. What a very special pair of angels they are.

**Stenograsaurus** · 07-12-2005, 10:29 PM

Sue,
I've been away from pet talk for a while and decided to check in. I am very saddened to hear of Killi's passing. When I thought of pettalk, I thought of Killi. I was always amazed at his strength. He had overcome so much to spend as much time with you as he could. I have always believed when we lose something that we love so much that we never get over it and the pain is always there. We just learn to live with that hole in our heart.
God Bless,
Beth

**Sudilar** · 07-13-2005, 07:58 AM

Thanks, Beth,
I agree that you never get over losing a beloved furbaby. It still hurts. I see that Shiloh is missing Killi too. At first, she didn't seem too bad, but now she is so much more subdued.

I still think of Killi every day and wish that I could hold him again. The hole in my heart will be with me forever.

**Sudilar** · 04-02-2007, 12:14 PM

Two years ago today, you left me, dear, dear Killi. I really miss you.
Your final battle is etched in my mind forever. I will never forget you, My Boy.
You were such a good boy!! I am so glad we took you home that day from the shelter. You were on death row with medical problems. We fought those medical battles together valiantly!! You were so brave.
You taught me so many things.
I understood that the final battle was not to be won and you had to leave. I miss you so...
I hope you and Shiloh are having fun at Rainbow Bridge now, both healthy again and waiting for me.
Love you till the end of time.
Mom

**dukedogsmom** · 04-02-2007, 01:02 PM

They're forever in our hearts, aren't they? I'm sorry the loss is still so strongly felt. The day we're reunited will be a happy one, indeed. Until then, I hope you find peace somehow. I know your heart will always hold a special place for him.

**pitc9** · 04-02-2007, 01:10 PM

Many many hugs to you Sue!

**chocolatepuppy** · 04-02-2007, 02:35 PM

It is so true when they say dogs (and cats) leave footprints on our hearts. Killian and Shiloh are indeed happy at the Rainbow Bridge until you meet again. {hugs}