I understand completely ! I was trying to get some photos together for my mom, of Merlin< shes going to do a portrait of him to match the one she did of my Patsy ( 16 yr old cocker I had as a kid. ) I was having a very had time in the file was the pictures I had sent her to do the Patsy portrait I really lost it then. I'm sending you a big hug I know what your going through.