You're not insane, but I can see why you're questioning yourself! I'm in love with her and I've never met her! Those videos you post have melted my heart though, and I can see how special she is. But . . . knowing that . . . as hard as it is . . . it may be possible that there will be a wonderful forever home for her. Here's your chance to find out . . . and if not . . .

You'll know if it's right . . . just don't do anything you don't think is right . . . if you have a good feeling about it, do it . . . if not, DON'T!

Good luck with all this! You're stronger than I could be!