Thank you... I've been wracked with such horrible guilt - I want it, but I don't... I want to be a mommy but I'm scared... I thought I'd have more time to prepare (though you think at almost 27 years old, I'd have had enough time). I just am scared that I can't do everything I should be able to to be a good mother. I just feel so ill-prepared and scared. I hate change anyway, but I always thought this would be one change I'd welcome... so these feelings I'm having are very surprising and horrible to me, but I can't help it...

Sorry for crapping on your thread, Missy. I hope all is going well over on the other side of the world. We can't wait to see baby Tyler's debut!