Originally posted by lizbud
Hey, what's up? I thought you lost your place to live. Where are
you now? Hope you found a place to stay.
Well Gordy and I were driving yesterday and he stopped real fast and told me to get out of the car. So I did and ended up walking from 32nd and Onyx street to Dan's apartment, which took me three hours. When I finally got there Gordy called about 30 minutes later and told me I could come back to his house if he wanted, and that's where I stayed last night and where I'll be staying tonight. So now I'm not so sure if he is kicking me out? We went out last night and had a GREAT time (probably because we're now broken up) and then this morning it started all over again. He *might* let me stay here until I get my first paycheck and can get my own place which I am hoping he does. Dan will not let me stay there so this is pretty much the only place I have to stay right now. I think he still loves me and doesn't want me to be homeless, but also doesn't want me to be here because he doesn't want to be with me anymore. He's very confusing because one minute he makes me believe he's so in love with me, and we're laughing and smiling and then when we wake up in the morning he hates me. I just really wish he would tell me straight up if he wants to be with me or not, because I can't continue with this game playing and drama. Especially since I have no where else to go, and I think if he truly loved me he wouldn't put me in this situation to begin with.

So really things are up in the air. Yesterday he was 100% that I couldn't stay here and now I just don't know. I'm really confused...