dear sleepinir,

please just know that our thoughts and prayers are with you and your dear rufus....i've been where you are right now....i know this is not easy...i've heard all the right things as i read the posts.....please just hug your dear rufus....he knows how much you love him....he'll help you make the right decision....
{{{{{{ hugs for you}}}}}
{{{{{{hugs for rufus}}}}}
we are thinking of you both....