I just replied in general, but will reply here too.

My heart aches for you and your family. I know how it is to be missing a big boy in your home...just doesn't seem right does it?
I hope one day you do open your hearts and home to another big boy/girl, it definately helps the heart mend (I can tell you that from first hand experience).

I hope you have fun meeting up with Dale's family.

{{{HUGS}}}
Anna