I'm still in those gosh days. yesterday I was very unresponsive. the medicine I took by a doctor, I reacted to a very serve allergic attack, hives. all I remember I started to gag, they shot me with bendryal (??) and next thing I woke up around midnight with tube going into my throat. (!?!) I couldn't stop crying and WANT to get out of here in te pains. I begged them to get me veg bullions.

they haen't got me an interpreter yet, my lawyer has been out for the whole week. they still haven't found WHY. the doctors think they are GODS with degrees. no, my family never knew I'm here, I can't let them know - they'll destroy me more.

my friend has to go tonight, she was on call for her work.. either, I'll call Wolfchan or I'll sign against medical form and GO home...and FIND neuorgolist myself. I can't stand this anymore! *crying*