I have pretty crappy self-esteem which is largely perpetuated by tons of negative self-talk and, to a lesser extent, physical appearance. By no means do I think I'm beautiful or pretty or anything of the sort and I have a really hard time accepting compliments. I absolutely loathe the way I look and I don't see how anyone could see me differently. (Can we say anal-retentive, overtly perfectionist, OCD tendencies? )