Stephanie I too am so so sorry for your loss. I personally know this was different than an ordinary pet passing away. I know your love for her was so strong and unexplainable. I just want to let you know that it wasnt [I]your[I] fault. Sometimes things happen and no one knows why that it ever would. But I truely believe it happened for a reason. Like Ted said maybe it was her gift to your other fur babies. You didnt do it, just remember that. I would have done the same thing, there's not too much someone could do. Rest in Peace sweet sweet Jewel, you will never be forgotton. Keep watch over your mum, she loves you more than anything. I will definately keep you in my thoughts and prayers, always. {{{{hugs}}}}

Rachel