Thank you all again so very much.
This morning has been so very very hard. He wasn't there to wake me or burst into the bathroom (as he used to do each morning.....). The final time he burst into the bathroom was when he had his seizure and paralysis. I can't go into that room without crying. It hurts so bad.
Thanks for letting me vent. I need it.

Shiloh is sticking around us like glue. She doesn't leave our sides. She used to go off and sit in another room with Killian, but now she stays with us.