On Sunday i lost my loved one. He left so sudden. He was going to be 3 years old this June. My baby boy is now in a better place i know and i miss him a lot. I cant stop thinking of him and i wish he was here with me. Is ok to feel guilty i feel the same too but deep inside me i know neither u or i could have done anything to change that. If it was up to us they would have lived for ever with no pain or suffering.