Please don't think those things!! It's not your fault Roscoe passed from this world...there's nothing you could have done to stop it, believe me, I've thought the exact same things! How could God let things like this happen?? Well, it's in the plan for the world, and good things will come of it, you'll see! By losing Bandit, we got Blaze, the sweetest pup in the world!! I love him so much, just like Bandit, and it helped ease the pain. ((HUGS)) to you again!!