kimmy,
i want to reiterate...you have our deepest sympathy...and understanding...i also,remember the loss of my dear grandfather...its' not easy...but do remember all the good times that you had(like leech ripping 101!!) these are thing that only a grandfather can teach!!!! he had a full and loving family and long and healthy life....please try and take comfort in that...we are here if you need anything....dogs are great at this time...it is good to sit on the floor next to them,bury your head in their fur,and just cry your eyes out if thats' what you feel...kia understands!!!

i am glad that you have people there to support you
bigs hugs...and lots of prayers from deli,ms.puss and i