I am so sorry. I agree that it would be better not to wait until the last minute. However, my advice is just to take one day at a time and cherish every day you have with Disney. I can relate to this so much as I had to make that decision for my cat when I was 19. My parents were out of town and I was by myself. I can also relate because I love Duke so much and he's going to be 12 soon. I can tell he's aged a lot this year. All we can do is be there for each other.